Dream of: 22 October 2018 "Behavioral Pattern"
I have not talked with Mairita (an internet dream journalist) in quite a while. It seems as if she and I had been taking classes in the same school, and then ended up working together on a project. Abruptly, however, I had stopped talking with her. I had not intended to stop - it had simply just happened.
I recognize my stopping talking with her as a behavioral pattern which tends to happen to me in some relationships. Such a relationship might begin just fine, but then I will basically slack off without explanation.
Mairita and I end up with some other people in a room where a court case is transpiring. She and I are working on the same side of the case. She is probably in her mid 30s and she is dressed in a dress which almost seems like a suit. I can see her sitting on the other side of the room.
She does not say anything to me and she does not look at me. Finally, however, she stands up and walks past me. For the first time in a long time, I say something to her. She looks at me with an extremely pained look on her face, as if she does not know what to say to me.
She and I end up sitting down in another room. We sit across from each other at a table and begin talking. I want to try to explain to her that I am sorry for my behavior, but I simply am not sure that she and I should be together. I want to be with her, but it does not seem as if it would work out.
She looks at me and says that she would like to give me a chance. I feel much pain. I know that I want to work with her
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